* My BabY*

Bye bye to my dearest DOG DOG

2009-09-18T10:08:00.004+08:00

today is a very sad day..i thought i will never use this blog anymore...but i seems coming back after 1 year plus....i really very sad....and have been crying for dunno how long....whenever i think of him...my tear will comes out.....

i have a very lovely pet, his name is DOG DOG....he is a wild dog...but because he will always comes to our house, thus we decided to feed him food...sooner, he became our dog..

he will never enter into our house because he doesnt want to have a fight with our own dog...i remember last time when there is thunder storm and rain heavily...i opened the door to let him come in to rest while waiting for the rain to stopped....but guess what?? he doesnt want...he rather to stay outside, sleep under our car..also doesnt want to come in because our dog will fight with him..in fact, he is a very fierce dog...his strength is powerful...even i also cannot control him when he uses his strength....but...he simply is such a good hearted dog...

everytime i back to ipoh, i will bath for him..because i love to entertain by him, bath him and chit chat with him..he seems can understand me.. he always helps me to look after my family..whenever theres people come near to my house, he will bark and chase them...due to this reason, we have to lock him under the mango tree.....he has alot of cntribution to our family..

unfortunately...yesterday there is a group of bees...dunno came from where...attack my dog...my mum described it to me as...the bees were surround DOG DOG and in the end we basically only see bees on his body..he suffered in pain n trying to let himself off from those bees...my dad n mum trying to help him, but fail as they also attack by bees and they try to rescue DOG DOG....

after few tried, my dad finally manage to rescue DOG DOG and he able to run away from the bees....he did came back home and then run to somewhere.....so my parents thought he is saved...

sad things happened....there is a man came to our house at 10pm plus..ask us if our DOG DOG was missing...then he told mum that he is at their front door..mum thought of taking him home later..but the man told my mum that he has DEAD....he is good until all our neighbours like him and dots him alot....

before he die, his whole body is actually shaking and not awhile, his mouth come out alot white bubble...then he dead.... my DOG DOG die in suffering...WHY??? he is such a faithful, Obedient, good hearted DOG DOG...yet he has such ending.....he hasn't has his dinner yet before he die..he must be hungry and cold....

HE DIE ON 17-Sep-09...

the day without him is really sad...last time whenever im back home, he will bark ad shake his tail to welcome me...and wanted me to touch his face..he will be very happy...he can even spare his food for other wild dog when he doens't have enough food....

i hope what i heard is a dream...when i woke up...how i wish i will see him in front of our door...but..i really saw his dead body....n i have bury him in my dad's working place..hope he will have a peaceful life....

DOG DOG...I MISS YOU SO MUCH.....you are really a good dog that i have ever have...I LOVE YOU SO MUCH...... now i no longer can hear your voice...see you shaking ur tail to welcome me... i really miss you alot..... now my house seems so quiet....without your voice....

Hope you will have a better and happy life in another world... DOG DOG...you will always in my mind...i won't forget you....i'm proud of you....u have been doing a good duty in protecting my family...

DOG DOG... i will pray for you...to have a better and happy life in another world...i know my family members are going to miss you alot..especially my mum and me.....

BYE BYE MY DEAREST DOG DOG.....

Life~

2008-05-15T12:26:00.002+08:00

Hi my dear blog…..

Think it was a decade since I last updated. I’m so sorry that I was so busy in my working life and might due to I have nothing to updated?

Time flies. I have been working in my current company for 1 year. And I’m leaving soon. Before I tendered, I wish to take a long break. And my mind insists to tender. And now, my heart feels so sad and thinks I will be going to miss my colleague here.

Yesterday my supervisor(Ben) has brought our scheduling team to a steak restaurant for a dinner (farewell for me)…. And we have a lot of fun and laugher there. That’s the moment make me feel I will be so sad to leave such a good and kind supervisor and colleague.

Recently I have been eating different type of food that makes me so happy. All have to thanks to my dearest cousin SEAN.

What kind of food do I have for the past?

Firstly is a treat from Sean, we (3 person) drank 2 bottle of wine in Vivo and meanwhile we have ordered so much food that make my stomach explored.
We have the dinner in food court follow by wine drinking. During the wine section, we ordered "Foie Gras" and we bought the honey nuts there to eat.

We talked about the wine that we felt good and etc…and we chatted with the sales guy (Nicholas). I couldn’t remember what we actually talking for almost 3hrs. We invited Nicholas to drink the wine with us and of course the foie gra. In return, he ordered a “Parma Ham pizza” and share . The Parma Ham pizza taste so good. Afterwards, Sean went to Starbucks to order Tiramisu, Oreo and Mango Cheese cake. At that point of time, the stomach was explored.

And yesterday we had the Sirloin Steak with sausage and the soup was Lobster Bisque. Side dish was Escargot and Cheese baked Scallop. For the escargot and lobster bisque, I prefer from Jack’s place. The steak is still ok.

This Friday I will miss the Shabu shabu section that organized by my cousin. I had it once only. And I like shabu shabu so much. How I wish I could attend the dinner. Unfortunately I have to work..GOD~ how can I have such bad life? Never mind, forget about it……

Count down: 12 days

back from ipoh

2007-10-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

Long time never update my blog~~

i went back to msia, my hometown last friday nite..i attended my cousin's wedding....looking at my cousin in law...suddenyl feel guys really cant be trusted...dunno when they r lying and when they r saying the truth..when u say u dun trust them..they will show u the irritating expression and quentioning y u dun trust them..but when they lying? they will give many excuses...~~helloo guy, can u pls put urself in our shoes?? how u wanna us to trust u when u lie at us be4??~~

not much time in msia..have no chance to ctach up with my best frds...amy, Mei Hoong, Sin Yan, Joey & etc...i Miss u all so much...but im just simply so rushing...u know..i dun like to rush...so i never meet up with u guys....

Billy, im so sorry that i couldn't meet up with u...becos u r really a bz man..morning work full time n at nite work part time...come n think of it..we know each other ina very special occasion..i went to have a drink with my mum n sis...normally wit mum...i wont get myself to know any frds...even know also only hi-Bye..never thought that u will ask my hp no as well...anyway, nice to know u..and u r a good huitar player...Gambatte~~

i only able to meet up with Mr.Cheah for 1hr 30min and the Ipoh Swimming club...due to both of us r so bz..so the meet up time was so short...anyway, enjoy chatting and meeting up withu, BTT...

now i have to back to my working life~~ is so boring and sianz...how i wish i can have a long holidays instead? can let myself relax...now everyday im so tire..n my weekends are for myself to rest..so never has chance to go shopping as well...feel like shopping and buying many dresses and clothes...my wardrode seems getting empty..haiz...

now started to miss my family...

i went back to msia for 4 days..n i have spent more than half of my pay..im Soooo BROKE...gg to control my spending...how to reduc3e my spending?? Not eating? not shopping or what?? haiz..really no ideas.... perhaps im so lucky can get the 10K money from floor or roadside.. but is it possible?? **DReaming**

ANgry lier Joel

2007-08-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

ANGRY~~

What a unreasonable and not understanding person he is??

How come in this world got such a person??

Don't always want people to suit you. different people have different character and preferable...

What the HELL~~

KNS....

Really cant stand it...

Bzzz Working

2007-08-08T10:37:00.000+08:00

It has been a mth since i updated.

recently im so bz in working...tiring life... work hard=>earn more money ...

although i work so hard..but somehow, dun even know where is the money go..becos i cant even see the money...end up im like getting poorer...what the ***

Now im planning when to go back to my hometown..just everytime when i look at the calendar, like not much public holiday left..Shit..how to have long holiday but only apply few days leave? sad feeling...the worst is..i left not many leave..headache..

i feel like long time i never go shopping to buy clothes and shoes..wardarode like not many clothes for me..Sianzzzz.....money play an important part, and also the most important issue that stop me frm shopping...

recently abit feeling like fooling by people.

looking for mum coming

2007-07-02T12:07:00.000+08:00

it seems long time i never update my blog..

this friday is our NYP graduation ceremony..mum will b coming on Thursday..thus i will need to rush to JB after work to fetch her..then can shopping n eat in JB...it sounds tiring..but i can imagine i will be happy enjoy dinner with my mum..n shooping with mum..and friday i will be on unpaid leave..haiz...no money for that day...

plan to bring mum to go shopping but there is some problem happen..never mind..i will replan the schedule...hahh...anyway, will let mum try some new things..hopefully this time the plan will success..hahha,...

**Looking for thursday to come...**

btw, my sis flew to Sabah to study her Degree last Friday...now im working n she is leaving hometown..think the time for us to chat and gather will be lesser and lesser...n mum no longer got daughter that can entertain her in ipoh..i know mum will b boring in ipoh...mum, i will try my best to go back once i got holiday..ok?
i MISS u, my sis....Take care of urself in Sabah ya...

in the other way, ytd heard my best frd Amy was break off with her bf..i know she is so upset..i really dunn how to console her..as im not good in that..but i wish she will b strong enough...my dear, please dun b sad ya..anything just come n look for me...or drop me an email or we could chat in msn again..im willing to b ur listening ear..n will try my best to solve ur problems...

i really dun wish to see u say my dear...anyway, luckily Mei Hoong and others are also in KL, thus, im still feel alrite...Mei Hoong, Teng Yee, and others..please help me look after Amy and cheer her up...i wish t see her Happy and enjoy the days...

Take care my dear Amy =)

Yesterday went Orchard and Bugis..tot spent alot..but end up the quantity seems alot..but cost ok la...hahha...Heng man..hahha...

Monday blues~~

should i trust?

2007-06-06T16:35:00.000+08:00

Ices, shoud i trust u??

Working life

2007-06-05T11:03:00.000+08:00

Working is so sianz....

im like everyday waiting to 530pm to come..haiz..nothng much for me to do..basically i just do some schedule then wait for time to knock off...

when i can be like my other colleagues? so bz..full with many works and can work OT? im now like wasting my evening time n weekend at home..hahha...

hate no experience...everything have to learn frm scratch..haiz...

i must learn more n faster...but sometime im so blur when different people said different things...u all wont understand y im so blur..haiz..becos u all not me..u all tot i makie myself confuse..actually NOT...if u all said in different things i wont confuse, think now im manager la...haiz...

what job that actually suit me? ??

**Wondering**

Sunday outing

2007-06-04T09:00:00.001+08:00

Monday Blues~~
Anyway, ytd meet my 2 GOOD FRIENDS in town...So HaPpy...

Firstly, Met CJH to Orchard..this time u r LATE man...told me 12pm..end up?i have to miss 2 train ok?hahha....and u make me cant eat my Dim Sum buffet...Sob~~

then we headed to Ceneleisure to eat the Wang Jiao hk food..hahha..order "Har Gow"...hahha...the food is so so only..but the Cheese Baked Rice taste not bad..but the mee that he order is like NO TASTE..hahha...

we went almost all shopping centre man..hahha..frm cene to Heeren, Taka, Wisma, then follow by Pacific plaza, Far East..then went to have Starbuck drinks...haha...wat a tire but wonderful day man...

we took neoprint together as well..anyway, u shall send me aft u scan it right?hahha...

thanks alot for the accompanies..erm..is i accoumpany u or u accompany me?hahha...

anyway, Thanks alot..we bought pastries frm Marriott..hahha... it was damn nice man..i like it so much...Thanks for the recommend me..hahha..photo will upload later when im free...

we went home at around 730pm..if im not wrong..hahha...

~Dont forget that u muz meet me to let me see u after cut ur hair..haha...

**although he is my good frd, but he never listen to my advice, does he qualify to be my good frd??** (Wondering) anyway, wanted to tell u, is also for ur own good..hope that u really will listen..if not, remember what action im gg to do? i just wan u to b good...hope u never take up the habit..Seriously..ur dear also too disappointed to gear u take up the habit...haiz...u have to understand, if other people, would i bother to advice them?**

btw, where is my another good frd? hahha..

i met Angela in orchard in her working place..hahha...u so so cute my gal..hahha...when i pass by ur working place, my first action is " is angela working today?"..hahha..finally i saw u..tot of giving u a surprise by asking u abt clothes..but never think of u turn ur head around..hahha...too bad..hahha...

That's all my meeting with my 2 good friends...haha....

Will miss You all Always...

Looking forward to Friday~~

GSS

2007-05-24T09:38:00.000+08:00

Now is working hour.. n my work so far like that lo..no comment at all..hahha..but definately better than GCW..hahha...

Great Singapore Sales is coming on this friday..which is tomoro...

how i wish i have money to shop..i have so many things to buy..i wan to buy perfume, clothes, bag n cosmetic..so many things which i hav aim for few mths liao..unfortunately..i got NO MONEY...

1.Lancome Hypnose Perfume
2. Hugo Boss Intense / Deep Red Perfume
3. LV Damier Canvas Speedy 25/30
4. LV Monogram Snapped Billford & Coin Purse
5. Clinique/ MAC cosmetic

i have been working so hard, thinking to earn more moey..but i just simply cant see my money..money keep flowing out without flowing in..WTH... i cant buy what i want,what i aim..poor things me..cant even pamper myself...y my fate so BAD????

Money~~Money~~ where r u? Im so broke la...

think i cant join this coming Great Singapore Sales..have to wait for next year..n what i wan to buy..think have to postpone till no where..

God Please HELP me~~

My 21st Birthday

2007-05-19T08:55:00.000+08:00

I know is abit late for me update this post..

First of all...

HapPy Belated 21st BirthDay for Myself~~

It is my Birthday celebration in Malaysia…

this is my 21st Birthday in my life..hahha..Mummy gave me a gold key.. this is my first present that I got from my mum over 21 years..hahha..**AppReciate** Thanks MaMa
I have received many sms frm my friends..from msia and spore too..thanks for my frds that remember my birthday..hahha..

Thanks Beng for the sea-shell bracelet..it is veryunique..but I know I wont have the chance to wear it..but I appreciate it that u brought it back from Sarawak..Thanks..will keep it as a memories..hahha..

Thanks Eddy for my 21st Birthday present.. so Touch~ *Thanks you so much**

i didnt receive much present..but really thanks alot.. *Appreciate* =)

Burger..u said wanna to have a pre-celebration for me..n said wanna to give me a present..Where is my Present?hahha... u never keep ur promise..hahha..anyway, think i cant celebrate ur 21st birthday on September..think i wont b gg back to ipoh..Sorry Ya~

We had a dinner during my birthday…of course the dinner was paid by my Daddy..hahha..Thanks Daddy~~the boss is so nice to give us a plate of fruit FREE… the photo that we took shall upload soon..im so lazy to upload the photos..hahha...

In ipoh

2007-03-31T09:29:00.000+08:00

Hellooo...it's time for me to update my blog aft a long break...

im back to msia..now in my hometown..in here,the life is so free and no worry...no stress at all...

this time i have been meeting up with alot of my friends in Ipoh..the feeling of the gathering is so happy..it remind me the happiness we have during our school days...everyone is still the same..chatting and kpoing...we will share all our problems and watever..no lies n no hidden..the feeling is so good....

Here are some of my gathering...

i met btt..my dear tutor...everytime i come back will also meet up with him,...heard that he will b gg to china soon...hahha...hope that he will have an enjoyable trip in Beijing..hahha...

i met up with joey and burger too...we went to for japanese meal then follow by gg ktv to sing and drink...we sing till 2am..wah..so tire..hahha...this burger..for us he is good..for others..hahha...have to ask around...hahha..n when me n my sis n mum were having some problem in the town, luckily we met him n gave us a help..thanks man...if not, think i dunno what time i can settle the problems... **Thanks so much**

i also met up with sin yan and mun si...we chatted for so long in a cafe..think we were kpoing..hahha...whoever, watever will also appear in our conversation..haha...

Really happy to meet up with all of u guys....really appreciate that u all still remember me and so good to me...i like ipoh so muchhhh......

Stress on projects...

2007-01-19T09:29:00.000+08:00

recently im so bz with my test and projects...

i dun even know how to do my projects...is someone can tell me how am i gg to start????

im getting stress NOW!!!

got C+ in IPP

2006-12-15T10:58:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i update,...i tot i will away from bloggin..because i got nothing to say...although alot of things happen to me..but still lazy to share....

but now im gg to scold people, curse people and etc....

i have working so hard and so tiring in the attachment company...guess what..i get a very lousy grade..i never expected to get a distingtion...but,...this kind of grade..isn't it too worst for me? u tot i work so hard just for nothing??

walau...this is what u said i will pass in the first place? thanks alot for the grading man...this is what u make my gpa point drop again n again...what is the different between fail n got such grade?

now think of the smiling n laughing u all have in the company make me wanna to vomit..what a fake person u all are? u all r just make the attachment student die..u all gg to cut the cost so apply for attachment student...the pay is so low, yet u all gave such a bad grade to them...

work OT got no OT pay...help up in all shit work..come out with the event to celebrate the festival, even force me to be MC in the event...whatever cant rush to summit then ask me to do...i also did it on time...then? what i get from all that? NOTHING....

fine..ask me to go back for part time job...PHEW~~ i swear....even if i have to get scolded in the hotel line..i also rather work than help all the people in the company...DAMN~~

the people there, only know how to bully those who are under them...in front of people then smile..behind then back step...said no politics in teh company..but it is all hidden politics...isn't it worst than otehr company???

y?? y i always so bad luck~~..attach to such a LOUSY company..n have to work with such a lousy worker.... the people like shit...

Hate ~~ Hate~~
CURSE~~

Broken the promise AGAIN

2006-10-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

~AnGrY~

* PiSsEd OfF*

how can u treat me this way?

I goT NOTHING to SaY NOW !!!

~F*Ck~

Enjoying Day

2006-10-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

Friday - i met up with my tutor from Ipoh to have dinner...it has been a long time since i met him..but becos he came to spore for some swimming competition, that's y i able to meet him up... we met up at Bishan, and we went to Cafe Cartel to have our dinner. My tutor has Terriyake Beef while i had Prok Ribs. it taste normal for me....we have a very long chat during the dinner. he bought me some biscuit from Ipoh and bought me some fruits from Fair Price. He always bought me fruit..hahha,...Thank Alot BTT...

The most im touch is he suggested to pay something for me...which cost $60. n he said just like an ang pow for me...OMG...he is so kind...but i really Thanks him alot...but i wouldnt accept the money as i know he earn money also not that easy, he should save money for himself....so, i rejected for the offer...anyway, Thanks alot.... Happy that he intend to help me...

Saturday- i went to Alley Bar near the centrepoint . the bar there are celebrating the Helloween.The people over there dress up the very funny clothing...and their make up seems very terrible...their face "bleeding" and some got "scars"....very good make up..haha...
we went there during Happy Hour...so the beer is 1 for 1...and we had the chicken wing...the dish is called "Angel Wing??" something like that..hahha.... and got 2 worker wore the japanese clothes...very nice....unfortunately i never bring camera...even my hp i also never bring..so, no chance to take photo...haiz.....

At nite, i went to Cathay building becos someone is opening a restaurant there...so, went down to congratulate her and had dinner there....the Food there was fantastic...i had a set dinner there...

~~ La Zesto Restaurant ~~

1st, i was served with the Seafood Bisque ..it is a creamy seafood soup....the soup was extremely nice...YummY~~
but besides that, u will have to choice to choose soup of the day or caresar salad...

2nd, i ate the sorbet...it was serve with a small glass...but it was very nice ....

3rd, is the Main Course....it was Spaghetti Gamberi...the food contain parwn with garlic, chili, roasted tomato and olive oil..if you dun like Spaghetti, you can either choose Grilled Sirloin or Chicken Kebab...i havent try these 2 be4..mayb will get a day to go down n try again? hahha...

4th, now is the dessert...you can choose either 2 scoop of their House Gelato or choice of the dessert from the menu...so, i ordered the Chocolate Lava...it was a chocolate cake with 1 scoope of chocolate chips ice-cream...inside the chocolate cake, it was fill up with chocolate..when u cut the cake, the chocolate will flow out...wah...really wish to order again...very nice~~

5th, i had my tea lastly...of course, you either can choose coffee or tea...hahha...(not much choices)....

i was extremely full after the set dinner...and the price is just reasonable...as the food served like in hotel..the dessert decoration also got a not bad....n it only cost $25+++....added it was $28.90 ....wah....i like the food....

so, if anyone would like to go down, can go to cathay building...at the Basement...the restaurant is ..

~~La Zesto~~

Pissed off

2006-09-27T13:09:00.000+08:00

~~Im Getting PISSED OFF~~

**HaT3**

~~AnGrY~~

~~If u all so capable, Please DO IT YOURSELF~~

working and mee t angela

2006-09-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ytd went to Orchard with Angela and Jane... the silly Angela suffer of gastric pain for the whole day...Pity girl....

actually feel so relax when go shopping after work..can shop shop and see things...hahha... Thanks her for keep persuading me to go out..hahha....

btw, think is time for me to update about my IPP after the 4th week....

Here are what im doing and how i treated in the company.....

my supervisor is damn so good lpor..Love her so much~~ but she will be leaving the company be4 i leave..SHit~~ y dun go after me??

Dun go PLs~~~~

besides that..i like Yvonne..the receptionist...she is so kind..and sometime im so bz until i pissed off..will go down and have a short chat with her...hahha....

other people...some terrible..whatever shit things also ask me to do....photostate, and whatever...they lazy to walk then ask me o do? am i ur maid in the office?

walau~~ i have to announce....if u attach to this company...u sure die faster....

now when they have candidates come for interview...guess who will be the one who bring them up and check the paper they had written??
is.............~~Poor Me~~

haiz...and my work is like a hill so high...so many works...but they keep giving me more work and now every work also said urgent....shit la....then all their work is urgent..my work not urgent?Damn~~

Count down~~ another 7 weeks...

Daddy Birthday

2006-08-30T08:22:00.000+08:00

*~~HaPpy BiRtHdAy to My DaDdY~~*

wish u have a very HaPpy & EnJoyable Day....

may your WISHES came true....

**~I LoVe U, DaDdy~**

IPP

2006-08-30T07:58:00.000+08:00

Now im started my attachment. It is a very fast moving company. N I assign with a lot of work. Although can learn a lot of things, is a bit tire. .

The people here so far are ok. .Hopefully they will be ok for the next 11 weeks. Everyday I have to wake up at 630am as I need to report at 8am…I knock off at 530pm..some will delay sometime…so, no choice. ..

here, every morning must have 10 mins sharing...WTH...sharing..today is my turn...dunno what to share later.... =_="

actually over here im so bz...they keep pass me alot of work to do...n think september i have to take over the receptionist work for one week....

I really wish that the attachment over here will pull my GPA …I hope that I will get a better results in this company..

Dunno hows my frds’ company? Hahha…

Now I started to worry about my results as well..i really study hard and wish to get a good results becos I wan to pull up my GPA..but ended up..i think I didn’t do well in the Quality Management paper and Customer Behaviour paper.

~~God, please help me to pass all my papers and get a better results~~

**thanks**

having crab in turf city

2006-07-24T19:01:00.001+08:00

......Yummy......

Friday- i went to turf city to have my chili crab...i ordered the Canada Jumbo Crab. one crab is around 1 kg...n it cost $53.50...but becos they having 50% off...so...it cost ar $22...then i ordered a yellow eel (like a snake)...one cost $9..but also having 50% off...so HALF PRICE..hahha...

after choose the seafood, then went to ah yat restaurant to eat...hahha...i also ordered a seafood noodles cost me $14 ..wah...so expensive..haha..but the prawn n the scallop they use is so fresh...

i ordered 2 fried man tou to eat with the chili crab...wah...very nice...

i had my dinner happily..hahha....

i think i will be gg back to eat again...cant imagine the seafood now..it really so nice....

Saturday-i went to Jb with my aunty n cousin...we had our dinner at the City Square..the new hong kong food's shop...i had my favourate cheese baked chiken chop rice...very nice...n had a ying yang, and french toast...but come n compare...think the food in Kl is better...hahha....

then after they we went to shop lor...saw that all shops in City Square having sales now...cant wait to shop liao..but recently i really getting broke...so, must control...cant shopping liao...so sad....

**GOD,PLS DROP ME SOME MONEY!!**

working in raffles place

2006-07-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

when look at my tag board, then i realized it had been a long time since i update my blog...hah...sorry eh..mayb i think nothing special to update ba...

last week, 6 & 7 July, i have been working in Raffles place for these 2 days...it is so fun..n i have the chance to work with 2 japanese girl...they look very young although their age is older than us...n there is some difficulty in communication..but for me is still ok..mayb becos my english also abt same standard with them..hahha...

but really enjoy working with those girls...(Angela, Jane, Michelle)...

now i almost got back all my ICA papers...all the makrs i got also not satisfied...haiz..feel that i study so hard, end up my results...Zzzz....really dun understand...

now i wan to say abt a guy...who makes me so angry...this guy keep asking me out...but everytime last min he will sms or call me to tell me that he is not free or got something on...everytime also like that...Hellooo....i dun really interested to go out with this type of guy..pls..NO NEXT TIME!!...juz simply hate him...izzit really fun for u to make such fool?

besides that, im so Stress...so many projects and exam is just around the corner...OMG...Im so stress...i dun wan fail my any module...i wan to go for my university....Im so SCARE...

Ytd i went to a shop to buy the necklace i wanted to buy...but when i went in n look for the necklace...there is no more the necklace i wan to buy...so sad...recently i feel i got no many necklace...

recently alot of things come into my minds that i wanted to buy...too many...and too exp for me to spent so much money...i wanted to buy alot of tops, bracelet, necklace, belts and bottom...feel all the stuffs i also getting lesser...feel not enough..OMG..how come so many things i wan to buy? i got no MONEY...haha..juz have to wait n wait....

something i really find very funny...someone asked us to do the project..wan us to do the SPSS...n must give them by Thursday..n today is Wednesday...they still dun give us the survey form..y when they need it,they will set a date for us to give them,but since like that..y dun they give us the data early so that we can finish early?? dont they juz purposely make trouble for us??fine...i juz got nothing to say...

i think i end my blog now....

steve make me feel weird

2006-06-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

recently, im bz with my working...but end up i didnt work so much...i only able to book for 3 days of working instead of 6 days that i planned...by right 3 days also not bad la...but then....Tuesday becos of i forgotten to bring my student pass, then the STEVEN chase me home...walau..izzit student pass so important? ok..if next time u short of staff, then i wouldnt help de lor...

after that i went to orchard to shop around n had suki sushi...

but recently dunno what my frd thinking...he make me feel ..i really dunno what to do n how to console him...hey frd, can u pls dun be so pessimatic...not everything is like what u think..i know u wont believe what i say n wont agree it...but what i wanted to say is...u r still young....n what ever i want to say, is still the same as i told u...

u really make me used up alot of my mind to think of how to console u...but i really didnt get..anyway, what i wish is...**hope u will be ok, n wont change to another type of person that i dun recognise** u really frightened me....

**y my frdz around me also change to be another personality??**

Went to orchard with Steve

2006-06-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

Today i went to Orchard to meet Steve after i end my calculus class....

that guy....funny lor...hahha...nvm, sometimes talk to him is quite enjoy..hahha....

i reach Orchard ar 6pm...then we plan to meet in Watson under taka building...but when i juz wanted to go down by escalator opposite Zara..he juz at behind of me...so coincident...hahha..

firstly, we went to Watson to buy his dunno wat green tea snack...hahha...then due to the long queue, we went to saw some tiramitsu cake...juz thinking of eating it...end up, i suggessted that se try the tiramitsu from Crystal jade...n he bought 2 chiken wing..haha...then after that i agree that we went to Pepper Lunch n had our dinner..then will ate the tiramitsu n chicken wing over there...

he ate the burger meat set while i ate the miz set( chicken n beef)...not bad ler...hahha...we still talking while having dinner...hahha..

after the dinner, im too full to have the chicken wing and the tiramitsu...but he force me to eat the tiramitsu.hahha..so we share the tiramitsu...taste not that good..thinks other tiramitsu also will be better than this..hahha...then we really cant take the chicken anymore....

so, he asked me to bring back the chicken wing to eat at home...**THANKS ALOT**

then after that, we went back to Watson to buy somethhing...this silly guy bought the LAYS tibits for my sis...hahha...think this should let my sis to0 thanks him..since he always say i treat my sis not good...n let him be the one who treat her better...hahha...IM FNE WITH IT...hahha...

then after that, we went home...hahha...when we gg to take the train, we still talk non stop..but actually i just sent him to the train station while i still staying in orchard..hahha...think he should be very shick..(but my frd, this ios what i can do..i would let u walk alone de lor)..hahha...at nite, he is the first one who chat with my sis...OMG....how can it be??? hahha...its ok...... but u cannot tell her what i bought her mah..becos i wanted to give them surprise....Enjoy seeing them so HAPPY...

but Steve, u better dun try to bluff my sister...dun bully her...u know what i will do at u? hahha./..

anyway,

**THANKS ALOT**

for accompanying me the half day..hahha...

buying braun buffel to dad

2006-06-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

It has been a long time since i log into my blog..

first of all, i would like to thanks ah hao,

he bought me a box of Godiva chocolate....n also a lotion....the lotion has a very very nice smell...

**THANKS alot**

besides that, he did help me to buy the liquor ...really paiseh for troubled u so much...

**THANK YOU**

after that, shall update abit abt me....

yesterday i worked n im so bad luck that i hurt my fingers twice...all becos of the pin..walau...so pain becos it bleed lor...the whole day work without mood...mayb recently im think of my projects to clear be4 i go back to msia..until im so stress...haiz...everyday cant sleep wel...only slept for few hours then woke up....now i also feel very tire...

yesterday after work then went to orchard with Steve...alot of funny things happen....

i wanted to buy wallet for dad as fathers' day present...n we went to taka to have look..now they having sales. got a promotion package which is worth to buy..cost only $119...n im thinking..becos heart pain when i think of buying the exp wallet...haha..end up i never buy but Steve bought the wallet..then we went to LV shop..becos Steve never been to the shop..so, im the one who bring him there...but becos of i wearing the slippers, so im paiseh to go in..so we juz have a look at outside..hahha...

so, later i will be gg to orchard again becos i had decided to buy the wallet to my dad...hahha...

after today, my wallet will "bleed" again..hahha....

Jun Huang refuse to tell me his secret

2006-05-22T17:16:00.000+08:00

Recently im in much much trouble...alot of things happen around me...that's y make my mood not that good...but i still have to hand the" smile" on my face...

but luckily, everything seems able to solve it within the period that i expected..

but one thing which i still hate myself is..." y am i care so much"??

since the person also dun wanna to tellme, then y i muz to know? y i k so much abt wat happen?? mayb i juz being so "kpo"...or mayb i wish that he wont did something which he will regret one day...that's wat i wish my frds around me will be happy forever Happy...but now since the person refuse to tell meand mayb dun even take me as their frd...then y i bother so much? izznt it funny??......

juz simply hate myself....anyway, these few weeks, i have taken alot of unhappiness...hopefully whatever coming to me will be better....

anyway, here to wish my dearest frd...~~Sin YaN~~

**HaPpy 20 Year-old Birthday**

may u have a very happy n memoriable Birthday....

may all ur wishes came true...

second day of school reopen

2006-05-03T17:31:00.000+08:00

Today is the second day of school...

seems long time i never blog...hahha...so...now is Raining...

juz nothing special but damn boring....juz ended my Calculus lessons...the lecturer is like..~~SUX~~...dun even understand what is she teaching there...n her maths is like...*worst than my little brother sia....

n today should gg out with my frd...but think he late again...i hav to wait for another 1 hr....aiyah,juz nothing i can do...becos i also feel like eating the cheese egg prata...at least someone is accompany me..so...have to wait for....no choice....im actually on diet in this week, but later i wanna to eat the cheese prata...think i wont success in diet but gain fat....hahha....

luckily tomoro i start school at 3pm...so, i can sleep until late morning...hahha....n friday i no school at all...but have to work...haiz....now abit dun feel like working..but due to the financial problem...what else i can do? :(

ytd got call from my cousin..surprise that she is in spore now...staying in tampiness...n i will meet her next week when im free...gg to a place which is so far away from my home...n also not familiar with that area..think have to ask help..hahha...anyway, i will get my way to do it..hahha...

during 2 weeks holidays

2006-04-24T13:55:00.000+08:00

Finally im got time to blog...this week is the second week of holidays...the first week im so bz working everyday 7am-7pm...

today free is becos my booking was cancel ytd..so, finally got one day off...today i felt so tire..mayb due to ytd i run 2.4km n did alot of things...which made my hands n legs extremely tire n pain...

erm..actually really feel like gg home...but due to this sunday i have to attend a training...think cant go home too...

will get the time to go home...hahha....

Take k..

2006-04-12T09:52:00.000+08:00

Surprise !!

yesterday i feel so surprise ...hahha... dun wanna mention what actually happen....

if u r reading my blog...think u should know what is happening...

anyway, juz wanna to say....

**THANKS ALOT**

~~Touch~~

one week break

2006-04-10T11:45:00.000+08:00

Back to the place i HATE....SINGAPORE & NYP...

actually not hate la..just a boring place for me..over here, there r no people who will take k of my everything...unlike at home...mum will do whatever for me...n dad will buy whatever food i like to eat....but, my block leave gone...now still consider whether go back for the 2 weeks holidays..mayb working too....

Friday n Saturday

Went to KL to shop around. Friday nite went to BEACH pub & disco to have a drink...actually feel nothing lor...mayb clubbing is not that suitable for me...haha...end up saturday shop until no money left...hahha..but buy nothing...becos all spent on food...**YUMMY**

Sunday

First day at hometown...slept the whole aftn...dunno y im so tire...hahha...at nite went for delicious dinner...ate alot of food...

Monday

juz follow dad n mum for breakfast n drive around...errmmm....not much changes there..hahha....

Tuesday

went to E-BOX with Munsi, Sinyan, Meihoong, Yanli, Yue, and her sister. ..actually suggested to go K-box. but there was promotion on E-box...hahha...alot of funny things happen...hahha...me accidentally cancelled the song when Yanli, Yue and Munsi stand up to sing a song n dance....hehhe....YEs...is my faulth lor...aiyah..PGS girls'...all crazy ler....did alot of things that is not allow...hahha...but luckily this time we never break the glass...unlike last time we r at K-Box..hahha....

Wednesday

went to "visit" my grandma, grandma n uncle..miss my grandma so much...last time she sayang us so much....but over there, we all have fun...especially mum n uncles..all create fun for us..haha...

**Wish they all will HaPpY in another world**

~~Miss U all Soooo Much..~~

at nite, yee mun came over my house n have a good chat...pls take k..n dun get thinner...hey, must inform me if u go UK and Paris....hahha.... ** will miss u alot**

Thursday

today went to meet CTK, Hoong Pooi and TPY....hey..first time drive the car without license and IC...hahha...becos mum took my ic n licnese n forgot to return to me...but, nothing happen...still able to drive there n back without stop by the police..hahha....

Friday, Saturday

nothing much happen...just went around to eat whatever..ate alot....dad also cooked delicious seafood for me...hahha....he cooked around 20 crab for me to eat...hahha..Thanks...and also ate soft shell crab...fish....wah...LOVE DAD cooking so much..hahha...mum also brought me to eat good food...THANKS MUM....

Sunday

took bus back to Spore...but be4 i took the bus, wse went to have our breakfast...during the breakfast time...i realise i forgot to bring my hp..luckily dad drive me home n take..hahha...if not...**dunno what would happen**..hahha...anyway, THANKS DAD too...reached JB ar 630pm...then i also ate nonstop in JB..dunno when then i can stop eating so much...think is time for me to DIET...hahha....

*Thanks my parents for always soooo Good to me**

**Miss u all so much**

**n miss all my frenz in IPOH**

~~Take k everyone~~

**mum told me dad n mum will go Pulau Redang on 29 April.. ask me to join if im free...wish to go....n accompany mum..but the time is too rush for me..think not able to make it...muz take k my dear Parentz....

ate curry puff frm JH

2006-03-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

**YUMMY**

~~Eating Curry Puff~~

*~Thankz~*

was chatting in msn recently...n know someone is back frm USA...know u r HAppy...finally u can RELAX...but..OOps...u still have to do aot of work..rite?? hahha... too bad...

i will be gg back soon...either is on Friday or Saturday..not confirm yet.... feel to shop in KL...n meet up Joey and etc...MIss them so much....

tomoro think of gg to cash all my voucher...becos dunno when i will start to work at there again...

gg to buy alot of things for my family...haiz...

**BROKE**

cant wait to eat the food in IPOH... ** Yum YuM**

2006-03-20T08:45:00.000+08:00

time to update....

actually do not have much to update....

ytd im actualy able+succeed to go off by 6pm....tire days for me....legs pain n tire...

juz wonder...r u all human?? do u all have parents to teach u?? ur parents never teach u to respect people?? really do not now how u all pass ur moral....

" i want to see u standing there for 24 hours".... WTH....pls lor..if i really have to work for 24hrs, do u think i will work?? how come in this world got such people " gou yan kan ren di"... they will be retrivution one day....

anyway, quite happy ytd...becos guess what?? chef treat me egg roll...and when i eat, they asked me to eat in the kitchen, no need to worry of get scolded becos that egg rolls was they bought themselves...

**THANKS ALOT CHEF**

lastly,

**THANKS alot for the concern....

**Looking forward to go back.......

2006-03-13T10:50:00.000+08:00

Sux....working sux....

r they human?? think they r heartless....

u all wanted to count with me, rite?? im work for 11 hrs...u all never give me half an hour break, but end up u all still deducted my half an hour...did i claim from u all??

11 hours i never been to toilet...did u said anything???

knn..... release all the people n left the skirting for me?? they all got lunch break but went back at 530pm..i do not have lunch break but went back at 605pm?? u F***KER... what do u know at there?? u only know to eat....eat....n keep eating... PIG....

this is what u told me...next time u asked me to work, i will juz reply those mess u told me ytd... no matter who...i will said is u the one who tell me this... even manager or who else....

~~DAMN F***KER~~, CB, KNN....

Tire

2006-03-06T10:52:00.000+08:00

**Tire Day**

i feel im dun have enough sleep for dunno how long...dunno what happen to me..mayb is time for me to take sleeping pills....

ytd woke up at 6am...then start work at 7am....until 730pm...someone asked me to stay back but i refused...is becos i have to meet someone after that....not i dun want to help him...although im quite tire, but think if im free, mayb i will help...but.....

is really tiring working there and the pay is not that good...work for more than 12 hours..guess how much i earned?? just ar $60...

haiz....what to do??

Thanks someone

2006-03-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

feel long time never blog liao....HAHA..

first of all,......i wanna thanks someone for helping on last sunday during my work...thanks for helping me to cut the fish n take the heavy tray for drinks... Thanks Jun Huang for that...but what i want to say is...actually u no need to really help me...i really get used to settle whatever things myself..

for the GCW, wat the f***....what's the rules u all create? a tray must contain 8 glass of drinks?? do u all know the tray very heavy??

besides that..have to thanks someone who keep ask me not to thanks her...she is so worry i get hungry...**think mostly is my mouth itchy than i feel hungry** haha....n she still insist to share a bit food with me...~~So Touch~~.. thanks alot...^^ Muackz^^ Thanks Candise....

Today finally i hand in my flash la...so HAPPY that i did my E-resume myself...**YIPPEE**..haha...

2006-02-21T14:58:00.001+08:00

**Second day in ELDC**

eerm....should be say nothing to update...just always attend for the "FLASH" lesson..i feel quite interesting..quite enjoy attending JOHN HO's classes...hahha....

besides that, i also went to KM's room to watch drama...hahha...saw JOE there...n he is so "lame"...hehe...just make a guess...what's the meaning of **C W B** and **C NO B**???

Answer= **C WB** ==> **Child with Bed**

** C NO B ** ==> ** Child No Bed**

hahha....like that also can....anyway, still learn some new words.....

after that went to FSRC to chat with Shaun, Candise and etc.....hahha...

after i went back to room from toilet...i saw DMSM students video camp along the corridor...as yong sheng told me..they video camp me when i walk all the way in to the room..

**The End**

lost anklet

2006-02-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Im so BAD LUCK...

Today i lost of my White gold anklet... this is my 17 years old birthday.....Now lost ler....

so sad...i alreadi lost 2 white gold bracelet and now white gold anklet...

Heart so pain...how come im so clumsy..always lost my things...now seem i lost everything ...So sad.....

think i lost it in school...becos im not able to find it in room....Sob...

**So Sad**

~~GOD, pls return all the things that belong to M3 !!~~

New Y3Ar In IpoH...

2006-02-05T11:04:00.000+08:00

Wah....So fast Chinese New Year had over...so Happy staying in IPOH during CNY...we went grandma house everyday..it was crowded everyday..somemore this year my handsome cousins frm KL were back..hahha.....but forgot to ask them took photo..hahha... 30/1 They all had BBQ at my house...seem they all enjoyed themselves....hahha.....let's see what happened in my house during CNY.....

30/1/06
They all had BBQ in my house...my house was so crowded at that day..hahha....but they all seem to be enjoyed n happy...hahha/.... Let's see what happen on that day !!

Someone is BBQ the food...wah...~~DELICIOUS !! ~~

Wah, They ate so much Food....

Aunty, r u able to finish the whole bottle of hard liquor...

This is my lovely Grandma n his son...

My Aunty n her Husband ~yi loi sen jiong~

My aunty frm KL..~r u gg to finish the*bell*??

Uncle...how come u all drink so much hard liquor??

31/1/06

Few of us having tea break in **Old Town**...haha....chatting for awhile..

This meal cost RM52.....

Table 1- we had curry chicken with bread, boiled egg n etc...~~Yummy~~

Table 2- almost the same..hahh.....

My brother n my cousin ~~brother's best cousin~~

3 preety girls...hor hor....

Pei Wah,My sis n Sue Wah...

~~You all r the BEST~~

1/2/06

Today we went to *Tong Hai* restaurant to hav our dinner...total 2 table...mum also brought 2 botttle of wine n one martel hard liquor...enjoying...haha....Let's see what happened:

they all ~Yum Seng~

y so serious??u no need to pay for the meal la...

Finally u all smile...hahha....

Wah,we ~lao sheng~

wish in the new year,we all will happy n Good luck always.

2nd dish- yam with ham, prawn

3rd dish- pork with bun

4th dish- Fish **Yummy**

5th dish

6th dish-fried prawn

7th dish- fried mee..this mee is very delicious...**miss it so much**

8th dish- chicken

last dish- delicious fried rice....hor hor...

this dinner cost around RM1300..(uncle yap pay for HALF)

this dinner actually also for celebrate my grandma's birthday.....

HaPpy BiRthDay my Dear Granny....

Wish u Happy always n *Chang ming bai shui**

Open house & RoadShow

2006-01-26T18:59:00.000+08:00

Finally i ended the 5 days "WAR"..

becos of my stopover "TPRD" also take part in the open house ..so, our team members have to work for the 3 days (started frm Thursday to Saturday)....

Now i also ended my roadshow in promoting the Immersion Programme...hahha....is damn boring..hahha....but then today got 3 admin people come n "visit"..hahha...

And be4 we ended the roadshow, Kee Meng(whose i knew this person in ARDC) was pointing the pizza..(think ask me wanna eat??)..hahha...but im too FULL...so rejected..anyway,THANKS alot...

These person who came to talk to me n entertain me when im at the roadshow...

Jin Yong
Chen Wei
Angela
Rachel
Janet
Erica
Shawn
Wei Hao

Thanks alot....although some is disturbing, n some might feel boring then come n look for me..but u all make my day at roadshow enjoyed...

Open house & Roadshow r tiring for us....

But at the same time,

it also quite enjoyable...

Recently i realize something..."GOOD FRIEND" actually is not really a good friend in ur life...becos they might not help u...they might not side u..they might not understand how u feel..but they will just come n question u when they want to know something...they dun even remember how did u treat them...they dun even know mayb they cause u to be that...**They just dun understand u, They never put themselves in ur shoes but criticize u, They never think of ur feeling AT ALL**

such a friend izzit worth to be friend??
Such a friend izzit worth to be/call "Good Friend"??
such a friend izzit worth to keep it by ur side??

~~dISAPPOINTED~~

but Now i still feel quite ENJOY studying in NYP...though i chosen the wrong people to be my friendz,(I think i wont be so stupid now onwards) but overall..i still love to be Here...n of course THANKS for all my friendz who r supporting me & believe me all the way....Thanks...

Angela: Thanks for sharing with me... u make me feel like u still believe in me...although u know what happen to me be4... but TOO BAD...i got advise for u...~~ U BETTER LISTEN TO UR FRDZ ~~..n always be HAPPY..

Chen Wei: thanks alot..i will look for u..~~DUN WORRY~~..... u also muz be HAPPY..n enjoy ur LIFE...

Lastly, wish u all...

~~HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR...~~

**GONG XI FA CHAI**

Kelvin's Birthday

2006-01-20T19:09:00.000+08:00

HaPpy 19 Yrs Old BiRtHdaY to KelVin Koh (KK)...

May all ur wishez came true...

N alwayz Be *~~HaPPy~~*

lost my recepit

2006-01-17T15:59:00.000+08:00

Today once i came to school, im still thinking of the problem i met [i lost my CNY selling receipt]..how am i gg to write my report?? luckily..i got someone to help me...this person is...."Chang Da"... Thanks alot Chang Da...if not,i dunno how am i gg to get my receipt...

16/2/06 ==>Yesterday i stayed back in school to chat with Leong....Leong, Thanks for yesterday...u r rite...those are not worth to be frdz....i know u r the best...Thanks...remember we need to meet up during CNY..BTW, quite surprise that Wai Kok asked u do i still remember him?? of course....y not??hahha....in primary 5,he treat me not bad too....hahha....

After that, Angela did her project beside me..n she is so playful n play with the camera...these are the photo that we took...

~~*So Serious in front of comp?*~~

==>chatting wif **Leong**

*~~y m3 never smile?~~* [pei]

*~~Smile Alwayz~~*

*~~M3 & Angela*~~

I just end my road show...the first time i join the road show..though is a bit boring,but feel quite "unique" n enjoy it..hahha....

bz ...end up tire n sad...

2006-01-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday..so Monday blue should be normal for everyone...

but seem like im not only MONDAY blue but also in BAd LUCK....

today when im at school,im still as usual to log in my msn...then after that think of the ideas to decorate the TPRD notice board...BUT....half way of thinking,then got someone come n disturb...

DOnt u feel u r Funny?? u want to be HERO,but i dun want..becos i dun feel like worth to be...n pls...watever u want to do...is none of my business....PLS dun come n ask me to do anything else...i wont help those i feel not worth...but just a small advice for u.."Hero die fast"...

after that i still continue thinking of my decoration for the notice board..then finally lunch time.have a break..after that i have to up to 2nd floor to start to put up info in the notice board...at the same time, Angela ask me to take photo....so, i got no choice...have to agree ...then becos i hav no pocket, so i left my hp in the room then went to work...until my partner went back to take something then bring up my hp(i noticed that u r looking for me)...then i call back n rush to the toilet...im so sorry...i really dunno what i should do at that time...one have to take photo immediately..another one seem like not happy when i left..i really dunno who to care abt...im not purposely late or what..just i really very bz.....

after the photo taking, then i went back to work on the notice board...finally i settled at 520pm...
really a bz day for me...n also a day that i saw few people in "black face"... (i dun mean to make u all unhappy)

Im Sorry to everyone....

i just dunno what i should do ..becos all happen in the same time...im really dunno what to do le...i just feel im so tire...n bz....

Enjoying sunday

2006-01-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

i met Angela in the Orchard at 230pm...we went to buy the white skirt together...at 3pm..Jane is joining us.... we went to taka, follow by cineleisure then far east, Heeren... we also took quite a number of photo when we r in the hotel, Far East...n also Cineleisure..

~~*Enjoying*~~

after that Eddy n Jason also joining us at nite..hahha..... both meeting us in Heeren...hehhe....(so coincident??) hahha.....
then i had my dinner in Ding Tai Feng at Paragon...ate the xiao long bao, fried rice n dan dan mian..hahha.....

~~*Yummy*~~

yeah, Glad to know u, Jane.....n also enjoying gg out with u too...

*~~ M3 & JaN3~~*

~~*JaN3, Angela & M3*~~

** 3 of us go shopping together**

2006-01-10T11:24:00.000+08:00

Thanks Angela...

hope that i will succeed on Wednesday..hahha...

Today is Monday...Tomoro is public holidays...think to go for dinner,follow by midnite show n supper.... ~~*PerFecT*~~hahha... then tomoro dunno whether got chance to go out?? becos Wednesday i got alot of stuff to handle..got ICA role play n etc... *SiGhtz*....

For WedNesDay:

All The Best...

Good luck...

2006-01-09T06:54:00.000+08:00

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break, the way you did, you fell so hard
I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far

(chorus)
Because of you
I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to find it hard to trust,
not only me,
but everyone around me,
Because of you,
I am afraid

I lose my way,
and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry,
because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile,
a laugh,
every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break,
when it wasn't even whole to start with

(chorus)
I watched you die,
I heard you cry, every night in your sleep.
I was so young, you should have known better than to lean on me.
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
And now I cry in the middle of the night,
doin the same damn thing

(chorus)
Because of you I never strayed to far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life,
because its empty
Because of you, I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

wish my friends all have a great year in 2006

2006-01-06T09:33:00.000+08:00

Yippeee.....just got a news...i will have extra 3 days holidays for my CNY..hahha...so total i will have 9 days holidays...wah, not bad ler..can enjoy my life in IPOH...mum n dad told me they will buy all the food i want to eat...wah,they r so good...so HapPy that yp hear that my dad alreadi bought the abalone (my favourite food)...still remember last year i eat the abalone till so full n end up i cant walk...hahha.....

**Dad, i know u work so hard...

to earn money...

i know u sayang me so Muchhh...

buy all the food i like when im gg back..

Appreciate n Happy to have u as my DADDY...

~~*I LoVe U Soooo Much, DaDdY*~~..**

**Mummy, i know u also take good care of me..

Every week u will call me...

n also bring me shopping everytime i went back...

~~*I Love U, MuMmy*~~..**

erm...remember something..so..just to thanks for something....

**** ==> something i knew it last year which happen on my 19 years old birthday....thanks alot..appreciate it...quite surprise n shock to hear that..hahha..but dun be so stupid next time...ok?? hahha....take care....

CTK ==> thanks for purposely send me the *things* frm china...u still remember me when u were in China...so touch ler...hahha...i know u r very good to me...THANKS...u also must take care of urself...take care of ur health...

AnGeLa ==> Thanks for always being there for me when i need u..u r really a very GOOD friend...is not fake at all...im happy that i gotta to know u....so, if u got any trouble or unhappy...must also find me...

Candise ==> hey, i know u r very bz in ur msc...i also know u always try ur best..i know abt it..i appreciate... if u need any help, must come to look for me..k?i will try all my best to help u...

Chee Wai ==> Thanks for being my partner at ARDC and also TPRD...without u, think my life in TEP will not be so colorful...hahha...Thanks alot...

Lionel ==> Happy to have chance to chat with u although u r so faaaar away frm me...Russia..hahha...n also give me alot of the advise ...Thanks...u also must study hard...**Dr. Lionel** haha...

Jennifer ==> wah, actually im quite surprise to hear that u went to USA le..think of it..i knew u since my primary 5..at that time...me also quite friend with u..at that time, i feel u r so preety le..hahha...BTW,must study hard...i know u will play hard in teh same time..hahha...Take CAre...

Dear Sister ==> yeahla..i know last time is i blind la..never see properly in my life...but pls stop saying that...at least i know it now...ok?? im no longer blind...hahha...anyway, have to thanks u also...

Sinyan==> this friend, knew her since 6 years old..she is a very very kind girl ...also is a very GOOD Friend to me...thanks for console me when im down..i will see u if we have time during CNY...must study hard..know in ur school also make u a bit unhappy...but **Cheer Up~~..this is what u told me also...dun forget...~~never let people bully~~...hahha...

Mei Hoong & Wen Min & Teng Yee & Wai Ying & Hooi Thien ==> i know u wont or should say u dunno abt my blog..will let u know if got chance...but just to thanks u all...the days in PGS..very Happy to have u all around..we play so hard, n study hard together..Cheer up each other...this is what i wont forget in my LIFE...u all also My Good Friend ...Appreciate n Happy to know u all...dun forget..4 of us r ONE TEAM...

so, i wish all my friends will have a very great n HAPPY YeaR in year 2006...

Take Care everyone...

Happy to know u all in My LiFe...

Friends, Muz Always stay HaPpy...

*~~HaPpy NeW Year 2006~~*

aiyah...someone come n find me to scold..

2006-01-04T08:36:00.000+08:00

Today for me is a very special day..becos i quarrel with someone that i dun even treat her as my frd anymore..but funny is..she is so free lor...stopover nth to do ar??? come to quarrel with me...dunno for wad?? just to show off or wat??mayb she feel guilty conscious....who knows?? but know that she wont admit..she is so *high class*.. wan *bao chi Xing Xiang* huh??

pls la..how old r u?? 21 years old...act like a child?? so childish...yeah, its true u like to act childish, cute to create attention..to make people to like u..this is ur pattern..so..not that surprise...quite reasonable that u do that...

erm..for me..she is just nothing at all.. just someone who is Materialistic ...and money face...like to act cute to create attention...sometimes she will act so hardworking and caring in front of people...dunno for what purpose??like to act so much.. go mediacorp la.... haiz.. will they take in such a uncivilized actor??? ermm...but in the end..talk abt someone bad things at the back...haiz...and she like to use"fuck,bitch and ji bai" to scold people...hahha..just only that??think u should improve ur "grammer" and pls be more civillized!!!..21 years life in spore.. learn only that??? izzitn it too lousy?? Singapore is a civillized society..haven't u learn to survive in Singapore the past 21 yrs??? or...being money faced is the way to survive... erMm.. typical ger!!hahha...she likes to comment on people without looking at the mirror...hahha...mayb..those who care so much on "face" is like that...pls dun b so surprise or shock to hear that..haha....sometime in front of other people..she will act to be hardworking and caring....but all this...is so FAKE...

tell u all something...at that time she shouted n scold...she still need people to stop her...too bad...n she still need people to take care of her hp..(mayb scare to throw on me..and when she talk, her finger kept pointing...so uncivilized.. think is sec 1??? still use finger point... age 21 but mentality 12!!! oOops!! then that's PRI 6!!! Oh... such a sad case..i still tot u got sec 1 mentality~ siGhx.....(y??want to hit me ma?)...hahha....

Another thing is...i also dunno what to say...someone is just like an used toy, and keep siding for someone who one day u will regret siding...mayb she feel like she is so great to stand out and speak fer ppl??mayb... but for me..she is NOT...hahha... to herself onli ba..... i reali dun wan to spoil the frenship between us over such a person... siGhx.......

i am sorry tat i keep spoling ur Image!!

so sad.. u must be trying soOOoo hard to maintain it hor....

sOrry eh... continue to try harder lor...

byebye!!

2005-12-31T15:47:00.000+08:00

wah....today knock off at 5.30pm..then meet AnGela at YCK mrt station....

my dear, this is the first time im gg out with u..rite???hahha..

we bought a skirt in myphosis...then we went to Takashimaya follow by Herren...then is CineLeisure...we do took photo in CineLeisure..(will upload the photo soon)..after that we just happen to pass by a shop..then we have a look on the nail polish and all that...suddenly..feel like to play my nail painter with AnGela..so we ordered a mango frappucino ice blended n then started our painting...hahha...(We planned to go to Plaza Singapore..but fail in the end..haha..)

see her like it so much...im also happy to see that...hahha....dear, knw that u love it so much...must make urself look preety preety mah..of course u can come to look for me....i can help u to paint also...

then after that we just went home....

Dear, thanks alot...i enjoyed gg shopping with u...
Sorry for not listen to ur advice in the earlier...So SoRry,...
u muz take care hor...
MuAckz......~~*I LoVe U*~~

bad luck

2005-12-31T04:11:00.000+08:00

yesteday..guess what happen?? wah..i left my hp in the bus...then reach home not able to find my hp..so i quickly call my hp n see who had pick my hp...luckily..there's someone answer my call..n said i left the hp in the bus..then i rush to the causeway point to meet him to collect back my hp...

actually he is meeting his gf..but becos he need to return my hp..so think he is late to meet his gf..so paiseh ler...n thanks alot....

although the guy i dunno who is he..but he is so good...

suddenly feel im not that bad luck..drop hp also able to find back...not that bad luck...

2 more days will be a new year for me...

~~*wishing a HaPpy New Year 2006*~~

Brother's birthday...

2005-12-29T15:39:00.000+08:00

HaPpY BiRthDaY...YeOw FeI...!!!

erm..may all ur wishes came true..(but ur wishes all almost the same every year..)hahha...

u very good life...every year birthday also got celebration..think u must get a lot lot of present le ba...hahha....

hopefully my sms is not too late for u..hahha....

Take CAre...
Looking forward to see u all....(but not u)..hahha....(Juz Kidding)...

2005-12-29T08:34:00.000+08:00

haiz..today in this stopover (TPRD) got nothing to do...hahha..dunno is good or bad...is so **slack**..

just read through **something**... just wonder..am i really so fake?? or dun she feel she is so fake also?? i fake..i also no comment..as what i did...i never think of myself.. never aim to get
anything back..becos what i want...i alreadi got it...i got a very happy family..mum n dad treat me so good...a group of very best friends for me...nothing else i want to get...im so happy with it le..i dun need to be rich..i dun need any branded stuffs...i just need as simple as that....Friend for me is so important..as in i will cherish all my frds.. who r only sincere...im alreadi so HaPpy with all i have..

mayb i feel someone is so fake...n end up another innocent get hurt...who should i help?? i also dunno... be4 that i also feel like u so sincere to me...but u should know what did u do to me?? u only said until is like ...i dunno how to cherish u..but do u?? be4 that i kept helping u..(i alreadi dunno whether im correct..but i do help)..end up..what did u do?? kept hint someone that im close to him..what do u mean?? u want him to keep far away from me or treat u better?? do u ever spare a tot for me??? think u only know how to "say" abt someone..do u ever look at the mirror also??? at that time, i dunno whether u treat me as ur frd?? "im so good to her, i treat her so good......." all these say is very easily..but did u ever do that, that's another matter...

anyway, i dun mind to be a passerby in someone's life...becos all out of my control...hahha... i just cherish whoever is my friend...

Anyway, for those who i TROUBLE be4..im so SORRY but at the same time also want to THANKS ...

for those who WORRY abt me..just to inform that...im already ok le...dun worry..and THANKS alot..

~~* SMiL3 AlWays *~~

My Christm@s....

2005-12-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

3 days holidays over....but i felt so HapPy & EnjOyed...

Saturday ==> Went to Bugis to shop around..At nite went to Mount Faber..so Sad..dunno who told me got fireworks..end up i went there go no fireworks...haiz..Disappointed...

Sunday ==> Went to JB to shopping..bought some clothes..hahha...

MoNday ==> Went to Orchard to shopping..hahha... after that went back to Blk 28 to have dinner with all my cousins..n have the chance to see my cousin's gf..he is not always bring her back lor..make me the 1st time to see her..hahha...she is quite preety..her look quite gorgeous.. i like her...hahha....~~Muack~~..
Wish both of u will ....AlWays Be HaPpy & LovEly ForEv3er...

all shit pld stay away...

2005-12-23T09:14:00.000+08:00

PlEASE..everything just step away from me...this is just a small request from me..as simple as that... i just want to be happy as i used to be..i dun want so many "shit"...i just want the simple life...

Chee Wai, i know u r a very good friend cum partner for me in ARDC..without u, i will not able to settle the works on hand...thanks alot..n now u also try to make me happy..thanks alot... never regret n feel lucily that i able to know u in this stopover...

i will try to be happy as i can..dun worry...

n i want to say SORRY to Elvin for trouble u so much..know u r working but still disturbing u..im so SORRY..just i dunno who i can talk to beside u...THANKS alot n also SORRY at the same time..

~BYE~...

dunno what to say...

2005-12-23T07:21:00.000+08:00

nobody snatch him from me...do u think i really care about that??? i dun even bother who wants to be his love or his best friend or what lor...as long as i treat the one as my friends..i will just cherish.. even u also...

all crap?? oklo..since like that i got nothing to say.. since is my faulth.. i no need u to say until im

i didn lost anything?? u sure or not?? u also never put urself in myshoes..do u think only u r victims?? do u ever know u make him come n find me n tell me all the feeling...seeing a friend suffer in that..what would u do??? i do help u cover..but some he able to guess..what i can do?? lie i also lie le..he just scold me for not telling him the truth..i also just keep quite..until he said alot of things make him so confusing..what else i can do?? everything my faulth lor...like that u feel better???

human is not always perfect...i never say im good..i never say that..dun always try to assume people say that la...i know im wrong...dun always think that i want to put all the faulth on ur head la...i know is my faulth...

if u think i purposely want to make him to stay away from u..i got nothing to say..this is what u think...i never mean to do that...

i just want everyone to be happy...but i fail to do that..i know i did wrongly...i also know u r sad la..but he wont b angry at u..just u feel that only...he just wants to know what actually happen..becos im not able to tell him a exactly answer..so he choose to ask u...u dun worry that u lost a good friend in ur life...

Take Care...

Betray??

2005-12-23T01:03:00.000+08:00

"Betray"..."did u betray me??" this is a very good question..i also dunno...what i can say is..im so sorry....I'm Sorry...

both of u also my good friends..i really dunno how lor...one always show me the pity n helpless face...show me he is so innocent...i really dunno what i can do or say le...

i do help u..only until i dunno how to help...he able to know something...plus ur frd (L.J.) kept telling everyone that u r attach...he will come to my side to confirm..what i able to do is make him confuse...the more he confuse, the more he show me the innocent n helpless face..what i can do?? i even tell him that u broke with ur bf...(dunno what i need to do that??)..mayb to state that u r still single ba...i alreadi dunno what else i can do...

disappear for 4 days...be4 i know that u disappear, he is the one who come to tell me u r not contactable..at that time he told me he u might be travel...i just dunno wat to say...i just can say..ask him to believe what he happy to listen or think lor...

i do ask u to do whatever u like, as long as u happy...u say u happy to see her smile..then i ask u to make her smile...what else i can do?? u all know im so suffer?? left cannot, rite also cannot...

then y u always come n show me u r so innocent?? y u want to show me u so helpless?? end up what u did to me??

just only can say i trust the wrong person...n i know im sorry to her..i do try to help u cover..just end up, i also dunno what to say le..looking both also my friends...

Im sorry...i know u wont trust me anymore...i know u will hate me.. Im so sorry...end up im still not able to cover all the things...n end up he knows all the things..i know it's my faulth..

Im sorry , my friend......

Anyway, i just want to thanks few people who console me ytd when im so sad n angry n confuse...thanks Chee Wai, Eddy, n Elvin...

Chee Wai, thanks alot for ytd..thanks for try to console me over the phone for 1hr..n thanks for intend to look for me...

Elvin..thanks for calling me ytd too...chao chu kang..is too far away to meet me la..but u still intend to do that...

Thanks Eddy for the ice-cream when console me...thanks..

My temper so sux

2005-12-22T03:37:00.000+08:00

Recently dunno what happen to me..my temper is so sux lor...my brain so tire..my eyes are so tire...what happent to me??i got at least 8hrs of sleep...

dunno y i feel my brain work non-stop everyday..thats y make myself so tire..i dun even can control my brain...HELP....

i hate spore again...hate the people...

wish i can go back IPOH asap....

mayb i need to go to shopping again...but recently i really getting poor...still got alot of things to buy...my sister's watch..my brother's dictionary.. buy clothes n shoes for Chinese New Year..n buy alot of chocolates for my mum to eat...walau..y suddenly feel im so POOR??regret never work this week...haiz...think i have to start work hard le..

Anyway, just to say SORRY to my partner Chee Wai,...i know i should not show my temper on u..mayb i just cant control..
im so sorry abt that...

all my frds so sad..what happen???

2005-12-01T02:14:00.000+08:00

today dunno what happen to me..i feel so moody...mayb becos im tire ba...n also feel abit sick..headache, sore throat, cough...make me so sad...i hate u all la..pls go far far away frm me..mum n dad is not by my side..no one will take care on me..no one will cook me herbal tea..u know u amke me have to cook the herbal tea at nite??pls la..dun come n disturb me when im in spore...

just read through some of my frds' blog...realise that they all also unhappy n feel confusing recently...what i can say is...dun be so upset la...if u think u r suay ,u will all the way suay lor..so pls be Optimists .....
besides that, if u all got anything that make u all unhappy, n u wnat to share but dunno where to tell..can look for me lor...i can be ur listening ear..not to worry...dun wish to see my frds all unhappy...

in our life...there is alot alot of things will happen..no matter is sad or happy...of course..in the relationship of frds or others also will be like that lor...dun think so much la...whatever matter also can be solve...the most important is u really put them as ur frds..n never did wrongly or sorry to them..and also never lies...they will understand u lor..if they mistaken u,one day they will realise that they r wrong lor..at that time..everything will be happy ending lor...so..what i can say is....dun be so upset la my girl...or u can try lor..if u got anything u feel wrong on the relationship of frds...u just ask them what happen to them lor..if can,mayb u can also explain to them..then the conflict is solve lor...

so...be HaPpy everyone....dun always show me the unhappy face la...see u all make me dunno what to say la...ok???

Take care....always be HApPy...be Optimists...

~~** Cheer Up**~~

2005-11-16T02:43:00.000+08:00

haiz...seems that long time i never update my blog...dunno is becos of nothing to update or becos im lazy to update???hehe...

now im on TEP( Teaching Enterprise Practice)...is such a boring semester for me..everyday project n project..if not got nothing to do..so sian ler...somemore Chee Wai, my partner is on MC for few days..sina also cannot find him to talk talk...haiz...

Rena, Candise, Wei Hao, Li Jia, Joyce are in my group doing the CISCO project..haiz..hate project ler..but i will try my best la..hopefully im able to do that...hehhe...besides that..there is a friend call Shaun..she is such a funny girl lor...everyday can talk nonsense..hehhe...Ser Ser always talk to her in the 'hiao" way..hehhe...so funny...

Today my Tutor in Ipoh is coming out to singapore...he will meet me tomoro..so excited..but then..another problem for me is..he ask me to buy him post card..but then i cant get any nice one..so i decided to took the scenery myself n give him..but i havent develop it out..so sian la..haiz..dunno how to face him...die la...but im still looking forward to meet him...hehe...

Recently i feel like gg to JB..shopping n eating...feel like long time never go in liao...want to try all the food ler...haiz..

Im so sleepy ler...

i think i stop here la...

~**Bye Bye*~~

I feel like got no stress at all..

2005-07-20T13:49:00.000+08:00

Today went to Orchard to walk around..saw some top blouse n skirts..think to buy..mayb go there on saturday again..~~*SHOPPING*~~

Today i feel like i got no exam at all..still can shopping till nite...so Happy...after that i think i muxt rally study hard liao...never touch my book yet....so strees now..sob sob...

Anyway...just to say ~~*THANKS*~~...

I'm so Forgetful..

2005-07-14T22:14:00.000+08:00

Wah..today i'm so forgetful lor...i left my books in North canteen n ran away..so careless...sob sob...

luckily Heliyanto is sin the school and help me to take the book and keep it for me..Thanks Heliyanto..

besides that..thanks Jun Huang for willing to go back to school to help me to find book..though u never go, but thanks that u willing to help me be4 confirm that my books are found..

~~*Thanks the 2 guys*~~

Today is finance test...Aiqing forgotten to bring her calculator..so i ask the help from Angela to borrow a calculator for me..luckily got her to help..then i able to get a calculator for her..thanks Angela...*~~MuAcK~~*

got curry puff n ice-cream from jun huang

2005-07-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah...nothing to update..

but think to thanks JUN HUANG for treating me curry puff n ice-cream...

~~*Thanks*~~..

Someone drop my book on the floor..

2005-07-02T03:56:00.000+08:00

UNHAPPY.....

Today Jun Huang dropped my book on the floor...

Trip to JB with Jun Huang n Aiqing

2005-07-01T14:57:00.000+08:00

Today aiqing ask me n jun huang to pon the Finance lect n go to JB...so we went JB at ar 10am..we went there by bus 170...then fistly we went to City Aquare shopping centre.i saw a dress, shoes, n a top blouse..think to buy..haiz..mayb i have to work to get the money lo..

we went to MNG when reach City square..know that jun huang will be boring..heh..sorry lor..then after that we went to soda..ask jun huang to meet us at there after 10 min..but u know what happen?jun huang disappeared..and i have to go up and down to search him..walau.too much lor..make me so tired...in the end,he went to buy hisdelf a 3/4 pants...izzit too much???

after that we walk around until ar 630pm..we went to the street near the shopping centre to have our dinner..when reached there, we realize that the BBQ stall never open..then jun huang cant eat his afvourite stingray..so i went to another strret with aiqing to buy him the stingray... Aiqing keep taking her photo in JB..no matter in bus, in shopping centre or during the dinner...hehhe...

we went home around 830pm with a tire body..hehhe...

Anyway, wish both of u enjoy ur trip to JB...

After my term break...

2005-06-29T03:46:00.000+08:00

Wah, seems that long time i never update my blog..might be bz ba..dunno oso...

Finally i had finish my 2 weeks holidays in Ipoh..now have to start school liao..2day is the 2nd day of schooling..wah, very boring..is like during the break i got no place can go..but in this holidays, i enjoy myself in ipoh..bcos i can meet many of my friends in Ipoh..never think that long time no see still can so close to them..hehhe...

but i still have marketing management project, ICT project and Biz Law project to clear..havent touch yet..die la..ask them when to meet or discuss..they all say dont know..one of them even ask me not to ask him..too much lo...

juz only start 2 days..i feel like gg back to ipoh again...really like the life in Ipoh...but still have to wait until August for the semester break..sob sob...

Wish that i can finish my project as soon as possible...

Bad luck...

2005-05-12T02:17:00.000+08:00

dear blog...today i'm not that happy..becos i woke up at 4am..imagine....woke up at 4am..becos of stomachache....make me so suffer....my stomach pain until i reach school at 8am...imagine a person stomachache for 4hrs...luckily i'm still alive...if not..die also dunno y i need to suffer in such pain....i pain until my hand shake.....sob....
i'm getting weak..

when i'm suffer in pain..only me alone suffer..no people i can call for help..becos i dun want to disturb others..i only dare to disturb mum...but mum is so far away...call her also no use...sob....

but now my stomach is ok liao...just call jun huang and knew that he is in AMK...so ask him to buy curry puff....hope that i will be ok after eat the curry puff....dun stomachache again..if not..i really will die...i'm really afraid of pain.....

anyway..thanks jun huang for willing help me to buy the curry puff....yesterday i'm just kidding with u...though i really a bit unhappy...but nvm...is ur choice..i will respect mah....

bye blog...i have to go now...i really dun ahve enough sleep...must get a place to sleep...later go back still have to wash my clothes...after that then must have my afternoon nap....

bye...

poor..no money...

2005-02-20T07:40:00.000+08:00

wah..long time didnt update my blog lor...must be a lot of people miss me ler...hehhe....haiz...today i cancel the work...seem that very hard to save my money...and next week cannot take booking...wah..seem that my target is still far away from me..now thinking izzit possible for me to work in factory during the holidays...i think 1 month is quite hard..mayb till 2 months mah..but seem that no one is interested in working in actory..so mayb i go to get it myself...

actually abit regret to cancel the booking becos i tot next week can work..but now cannot...at least got $30 to cover..now lost it..sob...hehhe....

BoRiNG MoRNinG....

2005-01-05T14:15:00.000+08:00

wah....early in the morning alreadi rain...and today is the last day to attend the last class in the morning...next 3 week is the elearn...and we have to summit the assignment every week for 3 weeks....after the 3 weeks elearn...then we have to immediately sit for the HTML test...is TEST...oh NO.....sob.....know nothing about this module..how tosit for the test???even the quiz also terrible...sob....
and we have a group member....if i'm not wrong..my group got liang sheng, aiqing, huici, fericia and me...ehhhe....
today we have to stay back from 3 to dunno wat time..becos we have to listen to something to choose wat course we r gg to specialiast.......
teacher just said the last thing to do in this semester is front page...what is that???blur blur....hehhe...have to ask people...hehe...but...WHO CAN HELP ME?????hehhe....sob.....

wah...today i dun know what to do ler...today cannot stidy becos i have to go out to relax...tomorrow study till 9pm..how to study??mayb during break..i have to study my micro and accounting and management...becos this 3 me got abit worry...like never pay attention during teacher teaching...i cant fail my ica..i must pass...i must study hard during this weekend..hehhe...hope that i can make it...PLEASE....i must study in this weekend..hehhe...if not..i will be very down..but seem i will be evry down..becos how i'm gg to finish 3 module in 2 days????becos friday i may go to jb...hehhe...go to buy alot of snack to eat...wah...hehe...

today i got 2 cds from Eldwin...1 is piano music and the other is mix ba...i think so..wah...quite relax after listen the music(just listen 1 song only)..hehhe...later go back to listen....hehhe...

wah...teacher start to talk liao...have to listen..if not,later he will ask alot..hehhe...ACTUALLY not lor...is respect him lor...since he is so good to us..nver scold us when we r late...then he is so good to us, so i also must respect him ..right???hehhe.....

RAining Day....

2004-12-30T03:19:00.000+08:00

juz get the holidays date yesterday...got oklor...but my birthday got no holiday...sucks.....have to come to school..cannot celebrate in ipoh...sob....i think next year is my 1st year didnt celebrate my birthday with my parents and family...got no choice lor...but very bad mood....this friday think to go out to countdown...but aiqing there all...all got no ideas...shit....how???let me think of it...erm...ah....got NO idea too...hehhe...

today i have to stay in school till 4pm..becos someone not free in the afternoon..i have to wait lor...wat to do???always want me to do those i hate most---waiting for people.....

this week is a bad week for me..becos i got ulcer...so sad...sob,..cannot eat this and that....life not enjoyable anymore....cannot eat crackers...chocolates....and alot....

yesterday eddy check the information for me that i can work part time which is 16 hours per week as part time..but when vocation...then can work full time without working permit...so good..then i can work ahrd during school holidays and earn some money to buy the things that i want..if not,i will bankrupt easily...that;s y..have to work...but what to work???wish i can work in MOTOROLA...becos is the way thet can work very hard everyday and earn more money in wush period...but not really an work..so sad....h0pefully i can...and oso can good result in study...so that i will not disappointed all people who hope me will succeed in my future..my tutor..my parents...my familys...my friends...and Eddy......i PROMISE u all i will try my best...will study hard...if i really get the job...i also must get the time to study...i wil...i will try all my BEST in this 3 Years...i must go into University..becos this is my parents' hope...thanks alot to u all..and...**~I LOVE U ALL~**.......*~~MUACK~~*...

*WiShINg

2004-12-15T09:45:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday lor....friday i will gg to malaysia...but the most headache is saturday is eddy's birthday....what to buy???wah...think and think...dunno what to buy...wah...die la..no time to buy...dunno what he needs???...sob....
wah...then next sunday is aiqing birthday...and monday is heliyanto birthday...how come suddenly all's birthday coming???hehhe....
aiqing just decorta emy blog with a lot of love fall down...hehhe...so nice...thanks a lot to her...a kiss to her...~~*MUACK*~~...

sometime i feel in this world..we have to be independant...dun always relie on guys...becos guys always like that...so selfish.. and oso like to lie at people...especially girls....we must have our own life....enjoy our life...we must larger our life's range..to know more people...erm...i think so...hehhe....then we will be happy...dun let others to influent our happy's feeling...hehhe...

today i got interview....wah...dunno how's my interview later on..wish im good luck...hehe.....\\oklor...bye..that's all....~~*MUACK*~~....

HapPy SumMer Day....

2004-12-01T09:14:00.000+08:00

hihi....how r u al???i'm so sian ler...so charm..start to study lor...but luckily i got 1 week break on christmas break..then can go back to ipoh and relax lor.....
wah..so fast....today is 1st of December,...hehhe....
aiyah..later to type too....bye....see ya....

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~~* My BabY*~~

Bye bye to my dearest DOG DOG

Life~

back from ipoh

ANgry lier Joel

Bzzz Working

looking for mum coming

should i trust?

Working life

Sunday outing

GSS

My 21st Birthday

In ipoh

Stress on projects...

got C+ in IPP

Broken the promise AGAIN

Enjoying Day

Pissed off

working and mee t angela

Daddy Birthday

IPP

having crab in turf city

working in raffles place

steve make me feel weird

Went to orchard with Steve

buying braun buffel to dad

Jun Huang refuse to tell me his secret

second day of school reopen

during 2 weeks holidays

one week break

ate curry puff frm JH

Tire

Thanks someone

lost anklet

New Y3Ar In IpoH...

Open house & RoadShow

Kelvin's Birthday

lost my recepit

bz ...end up tire n sad...

Enjoying sunday

wish my friends all have a great year in 2006

aiyah...someone come n find me to scold..

bad luck

Brother's birthday...

My Christm@s....

all shit pld stay away...

dunno what to say...

Betray??

My temper so sux

all my frds so sad..what happen???

I feel like got no stress at all..

I'm so Forgetful..

got curry puff n ice-cream from jun huang

Someone drop my book on the floor..

Trip to JB with Jun Huang n Aiqing

After my term break...

Bad luck...

poor..no money...

BoRiNG MoRNinG....

RAining Day....

~~~~*WiShINg~~~~

HapPy SumMer Day....

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*WiShINg